missing someone i think ;(

early this morning around 1am nabil sms and die cakap dier da sampai kl and pegi makan with maze, akan and alia.hurm.i dunno y i must think negegative about nabil.pity him lol actually.i really2 want him in my life but i dunno how to make it true.even i noe now he is my true bf ;( too bad laaa..im not trust him for 0.01% pon.is like i couple with him just bcz i feel lonely kot.jahat kan??im not this type actually..i dunno wat i want in my life.rase aku nie kene kawen supaye masalah aku yang selalu pk bukan2 hilang.tapi org kawen pon boleh bercerai..hur,.aku tak nak pakse dier kawen or tunang ngan aku next year.sebab dier mude and aku lagik la mude and terlalu awal nak berkeluarga.tapi kalau jodoh dah sampai aku akan terima ;) amin.. wish me luck...