tomorrow :)

xsabar nyeee.

ahhhhhhhhhhhh..hati nie memang da seronok sangat nie.

langkawi langkawi langkawi :)

merry christmas.

i wish u happy there my late angel.merry christmas to u.i do love u and miss u.

Today i sleep until 2pm and i go to klcc with goo and he shopping at quiksilver.travel bag pack sebab nak g langkawi da next week.yeayyy.cant wait u know how much im soo happy.hehe.now im at home.tired and maybe i want sleep again and again.heheee.chow!daaaa =)

langkawi ;)

Flight
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IM SOOOO HAPPY.

cant wait la.im going with my goo and all kuantan clan.yeah.

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009 READERS ;)

tata.

happy.

stress again.

im at office today.cam biase aku mesti stress pasal account and keje admin yang melambak!hate it.im suck!seriously.arghhh.only god noe my feeling now ;(

sunday.

ari nie ader wedding kat saloma bistro.amy's wedding.balik dr wedding terus tdo sampai kol 7pm and go date with my baby boo at pavi.dinner yang membosankan sebab die bz jumpe kawan2 dier.aku makan sorang..memang da biase cam tuh sebab dier terlampau banyak kawan.malas aku nak masuk campur or kenal kawan2 dier.die ngan dunia dier..hahaha..balik aku terus anta dier kat setiawangsa sebba aku tak nak balik lambat disebabkan auntie aku ader kat umah.aku tak nak auntie aku cakap belakang nanty :) neway,nak layan citer gossip girl.update later.chow!mwa.

bad day ;(

pagi tadi 9.00am ader meeting for maintanent building office.aku wakil office and aku ajak kak ija teman.guess wat??hahaha..aku terjatuh!!!WTF..malu gile..yang buat kelakar nye..kak ija pon jatuh jugak sebab mase aku nak jatuh tuh aku tarik die..dengan die2 terjatuh :)semua orang bangun and tanye..sakit ke sakit ke..ya allah..malu nyeeee..Allah je taw..hahaha..gelak dalam hati je dulu..malu sebab ramai orang ;)

happy anniversary for 4 months (nabil&dba)

today is 18122008 dan bermakne ini adalah bulan yang ke 4 saye bercinta dengan mohd nabil fikri.i miss him so much.da seminggu lebih xjumpe dier since raye korban.hurm.i wish we always in love together and forever.only god know how much i love him.thanks to him cz make my days.im soo sad now actually.i wanna hug and kiss him now.gosh.mwa baby.loveeee youuuu.

Ur baby,
Dba rahman.

miss goo ;(

im totally missing him like hell.
malam tadi penat nages sampai kol 1 pagi.
da seminggu tak jumpe die ;(

kuantan.

today im in kuantan with my family.im soooo happy and i dunno i like kuantan.hehe.neway,we cek in at grand continental..ok la..not bad.we stay at apartment for 3 bed room.erm.for dinner we only to jalan kaki and after dinner we go to mga mall and planning for play bowling but so many people.so kami pon pulang and play the saidina :) in early morning we going to breakfast at ALIF mamak restoran and then pack the barang and go to TELUK CHEMPEDAK.wow!so cantek..hehe..and tooooo many kere ;) baba beli kacang and bagi dorang makan..siap kene kejar.takot like hell ;) lunch we go to my old jiran at kerteh.rantau petronas.after that balik ke cherating then cek in at suria beach.best sangat sebab kat sini dok suite.this is the real hotel and what we call my holiday :) hahha..sampai je terus gie pantai and pool.mandi manda..banyak gambar.tapi tak larat nak upload..sampai kl k.now 1am owedy and i must sleep even not sleepy yet.esok banyak lagik program.update later!nity nite.mwa!i miss my baby goo ;( nak hugggggg..

kawan baik saye dr sekolah menengah ;)

naili's sentul.best!
i love u keun!
frienship forever ;)

sad.

semalam im off day and im going to kajang for my niece aqiqah.before me and mama go to kajang,baba pesan suruh amik geran kereta die kat affin bank maluri.after that terus gerak g kajang.sampai kol 900pm aku kat sane.otw back balik nabil ade msg aku tanye kat mane and buat ape??aku sedih sangat sbb die da lame senyap ngan aku sebab ade satu malam aku jumpe die kat setiawangsa die senyap je.die tak pandang aku ape pon.mungkin hati die da berubah..tak perla..orang da tak nak..tak bole pakse..aku terima je..sedih..........

my fav song now.im so in love with this song..

LINGER by CRANBERRIES

If you, if you could return
Dont let it burn, dont let it fade
Im sure Im not being rude
But its just your attitude
Its tearing me apart
Its ruining everything
And I swore, I swore I would be true
And honey so did you
So why were you holding her hand
Is that the way we stand
Were you lying all the time
Was it just a game to you

But Im in so deep
You know Im such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger

Oh, I thought the world of you
I thought nothing could go wrong
But I was wrong
I was wrong
If you, if you could get by
Trying not to lie
Things wouldnt be so confused
And I wouldnt feel so used
But you always really knew
I just wanna be with you

And Im in so deep
You know Im such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to. do you have to
Do you have to let it linger

And Im in so deep
You know Im such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger

You know Im such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger

missing someone i think ;(

early this morning around 1am nabil sms and die cakap dier da sampai kl and pegi makan with maze, akan and alia.hurm.i dunno y i must think negegative about nabil.pity him lol actually.i really2 want him in my life but i dunno how to make it true.even i noe now he is my true bf ;( too bad laaa..im not trust him for 0.01% pon.is like i couple with him just bcz i feel lonely kot.jahat kan??im not this type actually..i dunno wat i want in my life.rase aku nie kene kawen supaye masalah aku yang selalu pk bukan2 hilang.tapi org kawen pon boleh bercerai..hur,.aku tak nak pakse dier kawen or tunang ngan aku next year.sebab dier mude and aku lagik la mude and terlalu awal nak berkeluarga.tapi kalau jodoh dah sampai aku akan terima ;) amin.. wish me luck...

my gedik moment :)

hurm.well nie wedding for only akad nikah my jiran.teringin nye nak kawen..tapi ;( neway,cantek kan..all fresh flower..i like..

8.12.2008

6.44am i call nabil nak tanye da sampai mane and guess wat?adeq faizul angkat.im on phone with him around 34 second.but im so happy.gedikla dba nie.da ade bf da la kan?hehe.teringat je.xsalah kan.happppyyyy.bidin!

him.

neway,last saturday im going to pavilion with my baby boo around 1230pm.sampai je kamii g makan kat carlos and 240pm we planning to watch the movie,los and fund.erm..aku sangat xtaw tuh citer ape.sementara tunggu time movie,i promise to do my nails kan.then i do it at colour culture at level 6.hehe.manicure!i like.then bile da siap kuku terus masuk wayang and u nie wat?i tdo.hahah.penat kot.berdenggur lagik.sampai 3 kali goo gerak aku.hahah.selambe nye aku tdo.best ooo.after movie we go to jalan jalan and pusing satu pavi and die xde ape pon nak beli.then we move out and go to time squre.sampai sane die g la beli baju kat kedai kawan die.and aku jalan la da tak taw nak wat ape.kuar dr time square aku cam gado skit ngn die and aku terus anta die balik umah.sampai je bawah umah die aku wat hal.jerit2 marah die sbb dier memang tak pandaii nak amik hati aku.benci taw.tapi due selalu cakap die sayang aku.hehe.aku pon memang sayang die pon.da nangis2 kami keluar balik g suzi's corner for dinner.ingat lepas nie nak g jalan2 then die rushing balik pandan indah sb nak amik laundry baju die,selamat sempat and anta baju kat umah then tunggu die siap.ingat die nak g clubbiing or teman aku jalan2.last2 lepak studio.gado laagik.penat la gado ng die arie tuh,hahaha.nangis jeee..

jumpe jugak akhir nye,my mia.hhehehe.

lapa.penat.

today is friday and my longgg break today.haha.planning for lunch at jaya jusco AU2 yang bru buakk today and guest wat??biase la.ramai org ;( susah nak cr parking and thank god bukan saye yang drive kete :) jalan pusing satu jj and we're going to jalan-jalan cr makan.and too bad la.i oder chicken mcm sepuluh tahun nak tunggu.last2 tak dapat makan and kami kene balik office sebab time da kol 320pm.sepatut nye lunch sampai kol 230 je.hahaha.even im working with my dad tapi rase gak serba salah.sampai je office.alamak!lift rosak plak ;( kene naik tangga sampai tingkat 4 ;( kaki nie cam nak tercabut da..nie tgh tunggu nandos sbb im soooooooo hungry..

rajin nye dba today ;)

i dunno y im so happy today maybe cz i meet my bf last night.bile pk pasal kerja memang stress and im not going to do all my fucking work at this time.hahaha.i kemas all my doc yang ade atas meja.and i kemas store and pantry.wah..rajin kan.hahah.jadik bibik ari nie..walaupon penat but im sooooooooooo happy sebba i tak wat keje office langsung and now im planning for this weekend.i really2 want to do my nail.manicure and not for padicure cz i noe i foot tersangat la huduh :) kaki saye buruk disebabkan kes demam virus tangan dan kaki.hahah.bodo niii..tak kire!this weekend im going to do my lovely nails ;) and on early morning saturday i with my baby goo nak kene gie armanee to settle my bodo bilik sewa.nak amik semua barang and tak nak ader kene mengena lagik ngan rumah bodo tuh.jgn mintak sewa kat bf aku lagik sebab memang kami tak ke sane and just wanna u know that kami da serahkan semua kunci and excess kad and sticker car to the own house!thats mean kami tak der kene mengena dengan rumah tu lagi ok ;) im happy.chow milan !

from faizul.

sms from him.22/11/08 3.05am
ni adq..asl tetibe nama i plak? i xmaik port lgsg kot pasal korang,tetibe i dgr nama i naik..asal ha? u tau x gu syg u gila babi..asl nk petik nama i tetibe do!!tlg jga gu elok2..i xde kene mengena ok!

mase nie gado ngan goo and faizul anta sms nie and he try to call me too many times and im sleep owedy.

kerja.stress.

lately im so busy and stress with my own work.everyday and every second i.with my staff and my own boss.even my boss is my own daddy.at office i do every single thing.im reception.im accountant.im HR.im admin.and all.i hate it actually.lame tak jumpe my bf and i decide i meet my bf and go to dinner.around 830pm,mama,wewe and atok going to tesco and im going to pick my bf at studio setiawangsa and go to pavilion.TGI FRIDAY here we come.im so hungry and nabil's too.after that we're going to petronas ampang and parking at max value then sembang until 1130pm b4 awie datang to pick nabil and go to ss2 to meet all the kuantan clan.i'll be at my homey at 1145pm and sambung sembang with wewe while wacthing anak halal and we sleep at 110am ;) and morning back and seperti biase stress akan melanda hati ,jiwa dan raga ;( arghhhh..kuatkan semangatku...amin ;(

jelous???i dunno

today is sunday.
Pagi2 lagi mia da call aku.sebab die nak cerita yang die g clubbing malam tadi with aiman.and guest what?faizul pon ade.uwa.im jelous?hell no (dba tipu) i miss him actually.the real me nak kater sayang lagi kat die tak la.maybe pasal kisah dulu2 kan.xpela.bia la die happy with his love now.im happy for him.nape mesti nak pk pasal die lagi sedangkan aku skang da ade nabil.nabil kawan faizul.ishhh semua ade kaitan dengan faizul.da kater budak kuantan.hahah.oklah.nak sambung tdo.tulis blog nie semate2 nak share my feeling now =( sorry

boring.

lame rase nye xupdate my blog nie.hurm.malam tadik nabil datang umah.sebab nak bagi barang kat aku.ikutkan hati aku malas da nak jumpe dier.sebab aku da memang tawar hati nak sayang or jumpe die lagik.ah...tak der mood plak nak tulis blog.later la k :(

weekend yang happy buat aku.

pagi-pagi lagik aku da pegi amik goo kat pandan indah at 9am.wah,bangun pagi nie semata-mata nak tgk wewe main bowling kat mid valley.ader tournament celcom.mase wewe main tuh aku ngn goo going to menghabiskan duit.mcm biase la.hahah.aku beli beg kat roxy and cr hadiah untuk adif anak kak lana sebab petang tuh aku kene g bday party adif.balik je dr mid valley kami bertiga gerak ke low yat sebab goo nak beli latop.selesai beli latop aku anta die kat setiawangse

11 november 2008

monday-

my first day gie keje after seminggu cuti demam.boring la kene gie keje..haha..ikutkan hati nak cuti tanpan gji je..boole??hurmm..ingat kayer sngat ke tak nak kje..aku pening nak settle kan satu file nie..banyak gile kerja tertunggak..mlas lagik nie...rasenak tangguh2 lagik kerja.wakaka..semalam aku ngan wewe gie makan kat sunway..steamboat.gile kenyang tahap dewa..malas nak jalan kaki gie kereta..pastu aku gerak gie damansara damai(park avenue) amik bf aku..then gie hartamas sbb teman dier makan.im soo happy..

low yat and all..

arini cam biase la dok umah membosankan diri.aku rase rie ie last aku cui.ext week mesi bapak aku da soh start keje balik.petang tadik aku teman najwa tinted kete die kat desa pandan.then gerak gie low yat cr usb or kete sebab senang nak dengar mp3 player.hahahaha.and aku mule la menghabiskan duit aku untuk beli barang yang merepek dan aku beli keyboard yang boleh lipat2..hahaha..canek ok.kale pink..wakaka..walapon aku tak minat pink...malam nie adik aku nak jamming plak.so mybe gie kt area setiawangsa..studio mamat(kawan goo) hurm...da la arie nie gado ngan die..jumpe plk..tak perla..wat bodo sudeh..ok for today..:)

boleh dikatakan happy ar..

pagi2 aku bangun kol 930.mandi and siap gi ampang point.konon nye nak teman najwa wat facial and aku nak wat la padicure.last2 haram.then aku lepak je kat octopus sementara najwa gie wat facial..lepak and makan skit..bile najwa da settle kami jalan2 dalam ampang point..pastu aku gerak terus gie amik nabil and gie teman die makan kat great estern mall.cozy house.pastu jalan cari tilam die and aku hantar die ke umah nye dan aku pulang ke rumah aku.arie nie umah bersepah sebab mama betulkan toilet kat bawah.so umah sangat berhabuk.nie adik cam bising2 sebab die lapa.nak bawak die makan luar kot..tapi jap2 lagik sebab aku penat lagik nie..hehehe..jumpe jugak bf aku..happy la..anything i update later2 k.chow milan!mwah..

6 november 2008

today my plan is nak kuar jugak dr umah..arghh tension gile sakit dok umah..memang la kene rehat tapi ini boleh mendapat penyakit baru yang dinamakan sakit jiwa dan mental..hahaha..ingat nak gie wat mani and padicure then shopping!!!yang mama pesan is nak kuar boleh tapi kene balik b4 my dad pulang kerja..sebab tak nak baba bising sebab kua..and the best is esok nak jumpe my bf jugak!happy deyh..esok lepas die settle kes temek kat court die nak datang jumpe aku,yes!akhir nye..harap2 dapat jumpe..oklah..dah malam sangat nie kene tdo sebab esok nak bangun awal..nite2..

my everything.

from my baby goo

love is being together,

love is staying true,

love is hugs and kisses...

LOVE is me and you...

lots of luv,

goo-

5nov08

ini name nye dba tak der keje.dier da bosan dok umah.dan mengambil gambar2 bersama-sama hadiah yang diberi oleh bf saye atau dikenali dengan nabil fikri aka goo.mase nie demam.rindu pon tak dapat jumpe die da seminggu.so amik la gambar ngan barang2 dier.i love u goo.

demam lagik.

today is 4th november 2008.

demam lagik.im sooo boring la dok umah.ape yang aku boleh buat is tdo and tgk tv.makan memang tak larat la kan..adoi..nak jumpe nabil pon tak berdaya sangat badan nie..tolong kuat kan semangat aku..

demam.

khamis-30/10/08

aku gie opis cam biase sebab nak settle kan gaji staff.aku memang da rase tak sedap badan since malam tadik.aku gagah jugak la gie keje.tapi da mengigil2.lepas settle kan keje around 10am aku gie clinic kat belakang office aku.badan aku panas tahap dewa.tekak aku mule rase sakit.aku dapat mc for 2 days.then baba suruh adik aku amik aku kat office sebab aku betul2 tak larat.aku tido sepanjang hari.

jumaat-31/10/08

aku demam lagik.yang tak best nye tangan aku da naik bintik2 merah.takot sangat denggi.harap2 bukan la kan.aku da tak de selera makan dr semalam and aku memang tak cube langsung nak makan sebab tekak aku luke.nak telan air liur sakit sangat.Allah je taw perasaan aku skang.aku minum air sekadar satu tenguk dan telan kesemua ubat sebab aku tak nak makan banyak kali.sakit gile.tetibe malam wewe call soh aku turun angkat barang kat kete.gile ke ape.aku nie demam.aku da dapat rase yang nabil ikut wewe balik sebab nak jumpe aku.betul tekaan aku.aku kuar je pagar aku nampak die kuar dr belakang kete jiran aku.wah...happy and aku terus gie kat dier.hug dier.and yang penting aku nanges!hahha..terharu lagik.adoi..dier usaha nak jumpe aku.tapi aku tak sihat..memang tak larat!sian dier.and thx to wewe sebab bawak dier datang jumpe aku.pastu kami antar nabil balik ke pandan indah.

sabtu-1/11/08

gie klinik idzham kat pandan jaya untuk cek bintik2 di tangan,kaki and mulut.doctor kater aku demam ruam.hurm..tekak aku cam biase la still sakit.dapat lagik ubat yang same.bosan betul ;) malam tuh kami adik beradik gie pavilion and lepak di carlos.sebab da bosan sangat dok umah.cam kure2.aku minum air je..tuh pon susah nak abis.tepat kol 1230 aku ngan wewe kuar lagik untuk berjumpe dengan bob yang menyambut ulang tahun hari lahir nye.kawan baik la kater kan.then pergi jugak la jumpe dier di area dynasty hotel. balik umah tdo terus!penat.

ahad-2/11/08

seharian aku dok di rumah dan tdo sebab aku pk esok nak keje.wewe gie ikano ngan kawan2 celcom dier.aku rest dirumah.tdo dengan aman nye.weeeeeeeee...rase cam nak elok skit tekak nie.alhamdullillah..harap2 esok sembuh semua nye..

tamat cerite minggu nie =)

bad la sebab demam teruk!

28 oct 2008

arie nie dier senyap seribu bahasa.agak besar jugak la gado kali nie.aku tak nak dier buang mase dier.aku nak dier hidup ader matlamat.malam tadik penat bebel.ari ni senyap terus ;) mule2 aku ignore la jugak sebab kalau aku layan perasaan aku.aku yang sakit hati kan??so.aku senyap dr berkater2.last aku msg dier siap maki2.wah..bagus sangat ke aku sampai maki2 orang :) pastu wewe ader call aku cakap dier ader tinggal barang kat depan umah aku.terkejut aku.turun cepat2 then ader paper beg..dalam dier ader bear yang sangat comel.and ader kad yang sangat sweet.comel gile ok.gambar nanty k :) pastu aku terharu lalu aku pon menangis :) hahahaha.then terus call dier nak jumpe..dalam2 nak jumpe tuh aku amik dier kat setiawangsa.then aku nanges like hell.then dier nak pujuk aku,die bawak aku gie Time Square and SHOPPING.sebab dier taw itu islah hobi aku.hehehe.yang sweet nye..dier belikan aku cincin...cincin tunang ke sayang??hahah..jumpe mama ngan baba dulu k ape2 pon.now im so sleepy.update later.chow milan!nite ;) i love him i love him i love him.lalalalaaalaaa

27/10/2008

im so HAPPY that day sebab kuar satu hari ngan die.susah sangat nak spend time together.harap2 dier da dok ampang.dekat nak jumpe.anything happen senang nak jumpe.tak la jauh sangat mcm dulu dier dok damansara damai.jauh gile ;) sayang dier sangat!

loved.2007.loft.heritage.















couzin.mia.ky.dba.wewe.2007.loft.

















family.sayang sangat!





















si gemuk yang suke berangan ;)

my bestie angelyta binti gintingan.in memory.R.I.P. love n miss u lot!

twin.dba and wewe.














aunty wewe and nurin sofiya.

















mak dib and nurin.

princess of rahman's.semasa kecil.comel nye ;)